A Dinner with Mama And Older Sister

Last night we spend our time in dinner in a mall while waiting the lights to restore beacuse it was blocked out that time. It was mama and I who have the first time to have a dinner in a chinese restaurant. My mama always murmuring that that restuarant is too expensive. Heee. She never used to have a dinner with a class restaurant that’s why she always complaining.. But my sister didn’t pay so much attention to what my mama had said. We both know that mama is happy because we spend time altogether and at least she doesn’t have to pay the bills. It was my sister’s treat. We ordered much meal until we’re almost full. The food is great. We packed up the foods left and gave it to one of our workers. The food tastes so great. 

That night was so great. At least, we spend time in dinner with us 3 girls. Although my brother is not there, but I think he understands us. I was so happy then. I always thank God for these moments… I love Him! I love my Mama and sister and all other people.

A very moment with crush

It was tuesday night when it happened. I would admit that I thought about him that day. But, I also ask God not to happen because I was too shy to chat with him if ever we meet in the bus. At the time the bus is reaching through me, I hurridly get up to the bus and caught him (crush) in a glance. I supposed not to sit beside him. But he invited me, since no one sits beisides him so, I pushed myself sit exactly near to him. But, I sit in a corner, where in the middle is vacant. So, he started to come up an issue to make a talk.

He asked questions, and I asked questions too. That would probaby an excuses to a shy mode. The bus is almost overloaded, and I don’t have a choice but to sit right next to him. I was too shy and too timid and almost dead to act. Both our shoulders attached to each other. I felt uncomfortable that time. But a chance to talk to him personally and a chance to sit beside him is almost an overwhelming…

We walked a while when we reached to our owned destinations.

In fact he invited me to have a dinner in their house but I refused to his offer. Hahaha! Too shy to do that.

Reading instead Watching

As part of my character, I’d love to watch television all the time for whole day.

Will continue this later…

Who’s with you this Valentine Season?

I was asked by a friend through Facebook. I wasn’t surprised when someone would ask questions like that. I smiled reading her wall post, and then start typing my response”

I don’t have a date. I have God who is with me, the One I dated.

Financial Statement Analysis

I find it pretty interesting on this topic - one of the topics of my major subject. We are tasked to do an analysis out of the given financial statements of a company. I liked it because I am the reporter or presentor of these results. Although I’m not good in articulations but I love to express ideas. Lately, I started to report about the history of our chosen company. I was nervous but I delivered it well. In fact, I made teacher and my classmates laughed. I love to report with a sense of humor. After all, I congratulate myself beacuse I never afraid to report. The secret of this is that I keep on praying to God and I feel like God is with me while doing the discussions.

GOD is L-O-V-E.Amen.

Sorry

I didn’t expect I have an arguement with one of my teacher. I told her about her mistake on countings of the numbers that were supposed to be corrected. I supposed to have 86% but she didn’t even correct it so I remain 83% grade for the midterm exam. For all I know teachers would entertain corrections, but she never did any corrections. Now, I didn’t mean to say something that will offend her. In the class, she makes me felt ashamed because she announced to my classmates that I have no manner. I was hurt, almost to cry. But I try not to cry. My seatmates defend me because I was in the right track.

Due to embarassment, I forgot to say “sorry” to her.

I realized it is hard to please people who didn’t even know how to accept mistakes. And that is my teacher. I will now understand. I know God says, that instead of fighting the most appropriate way is to pray to God about some wrong stuff.

Now, I will attend the anticipating mass for reconciling and asking forgiveness. Thank You God!

No Denials

I was caught by my sister and her boyfriend about my post here. I was feel ashamed, because I usually deny something part about him (the X). I thought some of my post here has been read by them. Arrgghhh! 

A Gift Given By A Friend

I have  this guy friend, which is I think my sister’s boyfriend. I was glad he gave me a small magazine - WORD4U TODAY (www.theedge.ph). I used to read magazines and books that kept me interesting. 

Second Post In 2010

I started my day with the usual mood. I have sleepless nights now because of the new year’s celebration last night. But I have enjoy the last hour of 2009.

My concern now is that I was being mad by a closed relative my cousin. I liked this cousin because he keeps on making jokes.

Now, I’m quite hate him because I was trying to need help from them actually I felt bad also with my sister. Sometimes I hate her attitude, she doesn’t have a concern for others but what she has is her own self which is too selfish! I was asking for their help but they refused my favor and that made me felt bad.

Now, I feel rejection. I feel all alone. When I started to work, I always asked forgiveness to God. All I want is to be happy with your loved ones but then they hesitated to be companion with me. The only person who doesn’t leave me is God then next is my mom. I usually get my courage and strength in my mom and with th Lord’s help.

New Year 2010

Last night I spend the last hours of 2009 in preparing foods. My mom and I also spend the last 2 hours in attending mass. Not too surprisely, I saw my crush. I wasn’t surprised because I already expecting it. He and his mom also attend the mass. After the mass, we met and greeted each other a “Happy New Year.” You know there is a little extra happiness I felt at that night. But, now, I have realized I’ve been crazy over my crush lately. I have been realized too that maybe he don’t like me like I do. So, by this new year I want to stop stalking him and try to focus on myself. I notice before christmas day, he tend to avoid chatting with me. I will never expect soon to see him or even chatting with him. I don’t want to think about him anymore. Period.