Baden’s Goodbye

When I stay laying on bed, I could hear Jr looking for me. My brother asked Jr what was his intention to me. Jr said nothing.

When I took a bath, Jr went back to looked for me. I was curious about Jr. He told me, “Mama Chen, Baden was dead late midnight.” I was shocked. I can’t believe. I think that’s the usual expression and feelings of an unexpected situation. I thought to myself that Baden has been a good kid since she was born. She made us happy.

 Two days after that I went to the hospital to visit Baden because she was confined at that time. I saw Babeh/Baden’s body is changing. She is thinner than its normal. Her lips gone dry. I never distracted Baden’s sleeping becuase it will make Baden irritated. She is better I thought when I leave the room. I never imagine that would happen to her. But I know God made this so that Baden will never suffer. As you can see her, you feel mercy to her. She is now with Papa Jesus! She will never suffered from severe sickness and pain. She has a down syndrome and a heart disease for your information.

I thank God because there a kid, a beautiful kid who makes us happy. We loved her among her brother and sisters. All I can have now is the memory of her which are the pictures and videos. 

“I will definitely missing you Babeh. I love you so much.” Baden is not my blood relative.She is my neighbor. Our beloved neighbor.

I love you so much Babeh.  

I waited this day to happen

I thank God for everything that had happened to my life. I waited this day to happen. Really! 

I ask you too readers that pray is the strongest way to keep your faith to God. My prayers were granted. 

I’ll tell you that God made things possible with one who believes in Him. ♥

Hello Folks!

Haha! Again, I skip in blogging yesterday! Haha. I was enjoying myself with my crush! 

Here’s what did happen yesterday:

For the first time, my crush approached me and then talked a little. Haha! He talked to me about the semestral break. Haha! I can’t see his face directly when talking to him. I’m concentrating on typing on a keyboard. One thing that interrupted our chatting when our customer called for an attention. So we have to stop talking. I can’t express in a normal way when talking to him. I feel uncomfortable and the worst is I act so clumsy. And that’s too obvious and a stupid thing! Haha!

Today, I could see him on the left side playing Heroes Of Newerth which I played too. I spot him lately glancing right to me. Haha! How sweet!

Oh, what do you think? Have he has feeling for me too? I hope so. Haha. Have you noticed while I post something in my blog? I ended up with the expression of **HAHA**.

Good Day readers. Hope I can give some inspiration to you. Though this blog is not too interesting to read. At least you also applied  it to your lives. You can also share your feelings too. I am willing to read and give advices.

I’m Back!

Sorry for not updating yesterday. I’m quite busy. Haha!

I love yesterday cuz my cousins were here. They were supposed to be here to celebrate the birthday party of the celebrant. Unfortunately, the celebrant was not here. Haha!

So, we instead celebrate without the birthday boy. At least we enjoyed.

I love my cousins especially with the kids.

Another thing, yesterday was a good day. I mean last night. I saw my crush, and he saw me too with my new hairstyle. Haha! I feel distracted because my hair really disturbing! Haha! I can’t concentrate to him. Haha!

Last night again, I tried to get a BETA KEY for HON game. But I have to wait for today to get it. Fortunately, I am able to get and enter the game!  Yahoo to the max!

Here’s the link how to register into HON GAME:

Before you can proceed to the main page of HON website you must first have an account in alieanwarearena. Then Follow the Instruction. You have to wait until the Beta Keys will be available.  

Alienwarearena

I asked Botchoy, a friend of my older brother how to get that keys. He told me the way. Then, my crush interferring our chat. He asked Botchoy, “Nanghingi din siya?” Haha! He was reffering to me. And Botchoy laughs. Haha!

When I  went to bed and fall asleep I made a dream. I dreamed that I have lots of Beta Keys available to my account. 

Oh, after I forgot! I will tell you that I dreamed my crush for 2 consecutive days, and after a day, we finally meet! Gosh! I feel like I’m heaven!

Thank God, He made this possible to happen.  

Mary got a message that on this day, God wants her to know….

… that you do not see things as they are. You see them as you are.

When you look, you see reflections of your being. When you listen, you hear echoes of yo…urself. If you don’t like something about what you see and hear, no point in smashing the mirror, change who you are becoming.

New Hairstyle

Right after the school, I deciced to get some new look on my hair. I want it to be shorter than its normal length. I liked it because it’s new and smooth. I think it woul last for 5 days.

Well, at least I fixed myself. To tell you, I don’t like to comb my hair that’s one of the reason why I got straightened. 

Music makes me feel better

Mom and I were at the bank. They argued about the process of payments for tax. I’m quite mad at the security guard.

When we were at our store, I passed to Auntie Percy’s house to listen to new upgraded music in their videoke. While listening, I feel easy and comfortable. 

That’s the way the music help my life. 

Examination Day

Yeah, this day starts with an exam. My first exam was NSTP. It’s quite easy because it is related to my other subject which is Political Science. We already checked our seatworks, and I got high grades. I thank God for everything.

Lately before I attend the noon mass. The homily is nice. Today, I felt like I’m hopeless. I am worried about the next semester. I don’t know what my schedule will be. I am praying that God will hellp me about this. 

“Lord, from this moment on, I feel depressed and hopeless. Lord, I want you to help me. I don’t what are your plans for me. Help me know the right path which according to your plans.”

I am now desperate. Help me GOD.

My Tummy is Aching

Ouch! I feel like I’m having diarrhea.

In a few hour I will start reviewing!  

Semester has come to end

Now I will concentrate on my studies. 

Just updating this blog.

Wished me luck for my exams on wednesday!