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First Meet To A Teacher

November 6, 2009

My first subject is Financial E1 - Cooperative Management. I never thought I could meet a teacher like her. I’m about to enter the classroom late, but then her expression was a part of shame for me. She stared at me and speak for words that had offend me. She said that, “You’re not supposed to be here late, you are not qualify here.” So, to my mind, I was thinking that she tries to emphasize that I should drop the subject if this will gonna be happen - to be late. But I was explaining to her why I was late. I know teacher would not be treat her students like that. I’m almost to cry but I keep my worries to fade. I find myself alone there and no one approached me to welcomed me to that class. She made a task for us, and immediately I did. She called one by one about what we had defined the subject. I was looking for a friend indeed to see me and point me to recite my answer. But no one saw me. I know I have few classmates lately but they ignored me as if they don’t know me at all. I felt like I’m not really belong to this course. I could feel the loneliness. Although I always experienced it, I don’t want to lived that forever. 

 

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