Disappointment

We started the preparation from saturday until yesterday afternoon. We had just celebrated our fiesta. 3 days before that I was inviting friends to come over to our fiesta for dinner. I actually invited 3 friends. I was then expecting that no one might be there. I was lessing the ecpectation. Lucille is not so sure about it and Joan was still depending on Lucill’s decision. Rochelle, which is my bestfriend is sure about it. She will be bringing her little sister with her. But, yesterday, as I was texting to them, all of them were not able to attend our fiesta. Rochelle got headache with the same reason for Joan. Lucille refused the invitation because she don’t want to come without the other friends, she doesn’t want to attend all alone. And that’s it! I was quite disappointed. For at least one person would be attending it’s ok with me. But none of them are going to come. So, I feel lonely. But, I also think that my cousins and realtives are more important than friends. I was somewhat playing with them and a little bit enjoying. I couldn’t feel satisfied at all because I feel jealous because my sister, my brother and my mama had their own visitors. 

I was lonely by that time, but I was trying to cope up loneliness and trying to make effort to smile with people. I saw beautiful persons. Other side of my brother’s friends and relatives.

I almost DROPPED!

Again, I was late for my first subject. I was running late to school until I passed the canteen and badly, my teacher saw me late! I thought I was safe when I finally entered the room. But, it was a reverse situation. Our teacher entered the classroom and he noticed me, that’s why he pointed me, saying when I reached near to him, “You’re DROPPED!” I was shocked when I heard from him the word DROP.  I never thought he would tell me about that. I was surprisingly shocked and speechless. I almost cry but my tears didn’t fall down because I know crying is not a help. He told me that I was breaking my promises. He told me that I’m such a liar. He told me that crying in front of him is not a solution and said it doesn’t affect him. 

I immediately explained to him about the reason why I was late at that time. And fortunately I convinced him and I was given one chance only! 

As continue…

That day passed by, I evaluate myself about that situation. I remember that it is for my own good and in order for me to become a discipline person. 

All this issues I offer to God. I ask God that I could bear this hurtaches and I felt that I’m relief! 

Cagayan-Iligan Field Trip!

Our teache in one of my major subject had mention about field trip. So, we are so very excited about that trip until he mention about touring Cagayan and Iligan. I was extremely happy! My smiles goes up to my ears! I was never thought I could travel one more time in this summer! 

I have relatives in Iligan. The places there was awesome especially the pools and springs! God has a beautiful creations found in that place! I immediately tell mama about that trip and she was happy to tell me that she will approve that trip. Finally I can visit Iligan. The last trip I could remember is that when we’re still young at my age of 7 or 8. But, the memories of there still remains. 

I will never forget about wonderful places of mindanao. Since this plan is already fixed, I should not be sure of this, but hopefully it will happen in God’s will.

I always thank God about this opportunity that he has planned for me. He knows my desire and ambition. He knows that I want to travel at least to the places near Davao. 

I always praise God for everything. Do you know what’s my secret? That’s in the God’s plan that lies a human beings to be happy. So L.I.V.E with God and you will be directed and stay happy!

I love you God! Thank you so much! I love also my mama. 

All this happiness is for the glory to God! Always remeber this, God loves us so much!!! 

Saturday Night

We heard that Kris Aquino will be visitng here in Panabo City for proclaimation rally or simply campaigning for Liberal Party, so most people are very excited to see her because it was very strange to us to see a famous artist in the Philippine industry. That is why we headed to old plaza park in which the event is held. We were there at exactly 8 pm. We expected that there would  be lots of people there. And as expected, we don’t know where we could stand. We moved from place to place in order to see near the stage. 

Before that, we already have plan to play bowling with relatives. So, 30 minutes after staying in the park, my cousin texted that they almost near to the said place for bonding. We were 3 by the way. Mom headed back to meet them first then we stay for at least another 30 minutes in the park waiting for Kris. My younger cousin haven’t eat her dinner. As we wait, we decided to go back and have her dinner and me headed back to Ultra Bowl.  I ask her that it’s good that we must get back home because I thought Kris would be late for that event. So we did. She went back home and I was going to Ultra. There! I saw my cousins and realtives! 

I thought, “The happiness is present it is only where you spend time with your very loved ones.” 

After that I AM SUPER HAPPY!

Thank God!  

First two days of summer class 2010

My first subject is Rizal, which unfortunately the teacher is not yet present. I was 30 minutes late for that subject. By that time, they already started the quiz. Unfortunately, my teacher wasn’t allowede my to take the quiz because I entered the room late! The quize has two parts! One part is about the abjective type while the other one is the drawing type.

While others are taking their quizzes, me was sitting still and was staring the map of the Philippines. Our teacher asked me why do I entered the class super late, then I answered him half truth and 1/4 lies. I only tell a small lies in order that he would give me consideration and in order that my reason is valid.  

The other part of the circumstances is that I feel embarrased the first day of school! At least that time there were no lots pf people around that place.

Thank God! Amen

The Day Before Summer Class

Actually, it doesn’t matter to me if the classes will be starting by tomorrow. I don’t even prepared for it. I feel nervous about whose teacher I’m going to encounter. I will surrender this all worries to God, that’s how I’m going to prepared myself for tomorrow’s class. I never been escaping summer classes since I was in college. So, I feel so tired of summer classes. I want a longer vacation but I have to endure this because it has a reason.

I don’t feel excited. I was forced to have this class in order to catch up behind subjects because I’m a shiftee from a stressfull course which is BS Accounting. But, at least I don’t need to worry because I’d still have my friends and old classmates. 

Now, I am praying to God that I could bear this worries. For God alone, his L♥VE can casts out my fears.

I ♥ God above all!

The Changes

I have notice to myself that I have been changed my interests. Everyday when I woke up early I immediately open a bible and read some verses. I am looking forward to words of Wisdom. I have read that it’s not easy to find treasure which is Wisdom. Some writings there are genuine. They are absolutely happen in real life. I have lists of my favorite verses that could touch my heart and enlighten my mind.

 I wished I could retain all of those lessons that bible has said. I want to remember them all the time that is why I always bring a small notebook with me so that I could read and reflect my self.

One verse I could really relate through the day is this:

Never do anything without thinking it through, and once you have done something, don’t look back and wish you had done something else.

 I really did some regret. While still no lights and electricity due to rotating brownout, my mama decided to go home early and me was going to another shop because I felt so bring there. But then, I also have vibes that I feel so bored also in the next store. So, I immediately ask a girl kid whose name is Nicole to invite to our house and spend a little time to make her friends with my neighbors. So, I did it. We were about to drop into our house. My mom scolded me, why do I have to went back home where instead I said eraly to her that I would stay in the store. Anothing thing I think that mama mademad is that I was bringing a kid to our house where she was not yet eat her lunch. I offered the kid’s mother that I’ll be the one to take her kid in lunch, but when we were at our house, I was surprised that there was no dish in the table. How could I gave her a lunch if I we have no dish. It was past mid noon, it was 2:30pm and I did not take the kid to lunch because there was no food. I always asked her, “Do you really felt hungry?” She replied, “Yeah, I’m hungry.” That is why I decided that we need to go back to the store and have her lunch there. I felt careless because I did not make my promise and I did not take the kid in her lunch at the right time. I was worried if her mom would be angry about that. Thank God, her mother was not angry with me, instead, she smiles at me.

Lord, I feel that I am tested today. I would definitely thank you about that because I realized that it’s not easy to make immediate decisions. I have learned that I should think first before making a performance.

 I still love kids, they make my day complete.