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Disappointment

April 26, 2010

We started the preparation from saturday until yesterday afternoon. We had just celebrated our fiesta. 3 days before that I was inviting friends to come over to our fiesta for dinner. I actually invited 3 friends. I was then expecting that no one might be there. I was lessing the ecpectation. Lucille is not so sure about it and Joan was still depending on Lucill’s decision. Rochelle, which is my bestfriend is sure about it. She will be bringing her little sister with her. But, yesterday, as I was texting to them, all of them were not able to attend our fiesta. Rochelle got headache with the same reason for Joan. Lucille refused the invitation because she don’t want to come without the other friends, she doesn’t want to attend all alone. And that’s it! I was quite disappointed. For at least one person would be attending it’s ok with me. But none of them are going to come. So, I feel lonely. But, I also think that my cousins and realtives are more important than friends. I was somewhat playing with them and a little bit enjoying. I couldn’t feel satisfied at all because I feel jealous because my sister, my brother and my mama had their own visitors. 

I was lonely by that time, but I was trying to cope up loneliness and trying to make effort to smile with people. I saw beautiful persons. Other side of my brother’s friends and relatives.

 

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