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Dreams of unreality

May 4, 2010

Some dreams might be true and some are not. I have two dreams.

My first dream was that I and Kier met together with his brother at there place. As usual treatment, I treat him as a friend. We go laughing and making fun just to enjoy ourselves. When at that moment I suddenly saw a beautiful church and I said to him, “Wow! What a nice church is that! C’mon let’s go there, I wanna see the church!” That church is still under construction. But as I see it, it was made in strong materials. It was some kind of vintage that soon will be more beautiful if it will be finished. I talked to him that the church is pretty amazing. And that’s it! That part is my first dream ended. 

I woke up in the morning with some happy expression with a question. Because I really don’t know what my dream is all about. I go for MAYBE or even NO, IT WON’T HAPPEN because dreams are the reverse of the reality.

My second dream is when I ran and ran to the depths of my breathe until I was destined to his place again. This time, he was there with I think with friends or I think with friends and his current girlfriend. As I ran because I want to escape from any corporal punishment that have been present into our community. Our community is experiencing slavery at that moment of my dreams that is why I escaped until it happened to see him at his place. I was asking for a help to them so that I couldhide myself from the bad people whos running to catch me. So, he did help me, he instead help me keeping far away from that place. So, we went to a place like a resort where peace could be the way for relaxing. As we drove to that place, in a bus, we had talked much of our past. We also talked about how is he now. The most important conversation I always keep in mind while dreaming is that he told me saying this line, “I could wait for someone because I had this promise that I still keep and treasured and it is you!” I  was so shocked! I could feel that he’d still loved me. And the end, he holds my hands. 

I missed him terribly. I know I can’t be with him forever but the friendship we had is still a treasure for me. Nothing else. Cuz I know loving someone is to make them happy even if you have to let go.

 

God loves his people. So I am loving people around me. 

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