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Another embarassment moment in Rizal’s class

May 11, 2010

This morning I went to school exactly on time. I thought that I would be going to be late cuz the bus was driving slowly. Fortunately I was 5 minutes late and super lucky then that I was at the classroom where our teacher is not yet there. By our lessons ended we took a quiz and after that we ended up early. I was in the middle of the decision if I’m going to exit the room. I thought that our teacher would mark us absent if we’re going to leave the room because he had his things left in the classroom. After a few minutes, I leave the room. I go to the internet laboratory for updating our stock trading game in the internet which opens only from 9-12 nn. Our room and net lab is almost near so I could see whether our teacher would be entering back to classroom. So, I saw someone who enter the classroom then I immediately run until I reached the room. Until….. I was spotted and our teacher was insulted cuz the 3 of us was caught by *assuming* cutting classes. I don’t know what to do at that time. I stand outside the classroom while my two classmates was being scolded and then, so mention about me, our teacher wants to let me in the room and was expected again to be scolded. Our teacher is being insulted to what we did lastly. Our teacher investigate us why we do that. We were pointe out who was the master mind of that activity. So, as when the teacher talked to me. I was being so embarrassed.  I felt like I was so stupid, naive, useless and has no COMMON SENSE! I felt like I’m a robot who always follow. Our teacher instead was laughing at me and so our classmates. If I could really captured out my face at that moment you will definitely judge that I’m really like an insane person. I always being payed attention to our teacher. He always catches my attention, my works, my behavior and my facial expression. You know, I  feel so embarassed cuz everyone always laughed at me and their eyes was steady at me. I was convincing myself to smile because I don’t want to feel them that I’m a super weak who immediately cry. I know, this is much a lesson for me. Now, I really regret it from the moment I know our teacher in Rizal. His voice was so loud, he is a giant person that’s why I fear him. He is a philosopher. He can detect every failure we had committed. I thought our teacher would say that I’m dropped. I thank God for not letting it happen cuz I might cry. I know, my classmates would remembered me because of so much shame that has been showed up to the class. 

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