I started my day with the usual mood. I have sleepless nights now because of the new year’s celebration last night. But I have enjoy the last hour of 2009.
My concern now is that I was being mad by a closed relative my cousin. I liked this cousin because he keeps on making jokes.
Now, I’m quite hate him because I was trying to need help from them actually I felt bad also with my sister. Sometimes I hate her attitude, she doesn’t have a concern for others but what she has is her own self which is too selfish! I was asking for their help but they refused my favor and that made me felt bad.
Now, I feel rejection. I feel all alone. When I started to work, I always asked forgiveness to God. All I want is to be happy with your loved ones but then they hesitated to be companion with me. The only person who doesn’t leave me is God then next is my mom. I usually get my courage and strength in my mom and with th Lord’s help.